Falling in love was easy, adapting to changes was easy, accepting was easy. I have been a very happy girl for the past few months and I never want this to stop. It has been very blessed to be surrounded by good people. However today I was being reminded once again how cruel and scary and hypocrite people can get. I was talking to girl A about this person who is quite known and never did i expect and find out how scary this girl actually was. Of course she isn't anything important to me but through social media, all the scary flaws are heavily concealed. It hit me hard once again how people who are close to me/ i hold closely to (in my heart) could actually have been talking/ back-stabbing about me behind my back all these times. I never want to be in that type of situation.. I'd rather not be put in pictures with these kind of scenario from the very start.
I can never ask for more but just true friends who treats me genuinely. And the reason for blogging is because I wanna talk about something that happened to me. I lost a best friend before and the reason was none other but talking behind my back when i trust her the most and never did i expect her to say such things about however i don't blame her at all. When I first found out, i was just lost and very confused. I held on to the friendship that has died but i definitely kept my distance. When she realised the distance i was withdrawing from her she did put in efforts. Of course she cared about what was going on and i understood her reason for abruptly opening to someone we both barely knew. Still, it has left a great impact on me and i never want to be reminded how painful it is anymore.